Thankful.

It's been a whiiiiile....and it doesn't mean i've been pissed and ungrateful and can find nothing to be thankful for in my life...on the contrary...God Loves me, and that is a fact i can't escape even if i were foolish enough to try. A while ago i learned not to despair when it felt like my world was imploding,beacause it meant that it was about to get better than it was...or..perhaps not better in that sense of it, but different, but in a way that is good too. It's like the end of one chapter and the start of a new one. Also been contemplating that recently..how my life is so very much like a book divided into chapters...Chapters so wholly different from each other, and the rest unwritten...

I love life and am thankful for it...So i go along with this book of sorts with an open mind, because crying over spilt milk or hanging on to an idea that you think you ought to, whilst not letting life take its course is a bit well...yea...on the whole, i regret nothing ever...well excpept this one..lol beside the point. Like i already said...the start of a new chapter in no way undermines the quality of the previous..it is what it is and has/had its role to play and ought to be celebrated for that...#lessonslearned...

It's all nice and theoretical and all to say that, and i believe it...i do and a more accurate evaluation would be to say i am working towards harmonising that theory with reality....but sometimes we are left with unfinished previous chapters, which we refuse to address because...because they aren't really finished and facing them brings up feelings with which one simply isn't equiped to DEAL....and so..they hang in there...unfinished for the moment...but that is life..and it's okay..it really is..

I am thankful for life....intoxicated by the joy of having it and all the little things that make you aware of the awesomeness of it

I am thankful for family....i love them!

I am thankful for health...wallahi...a headache can RUIN your perception of the world

I am thankful for laughter

I am thankful for summer and the beach and and...

I am thankful for Uni and the favour He sends my way...exams be like :D...er..pray for criminalistics..

I am thankful for books..literature

I am thankful for friends...

I am thankful for fooooood :D

I am thankful for humour :D

I am thankful for love

I am thankful for longer days

I am thankful for patience

I am thankful for innocence

I am thankful for experiences good and bad

I am thankful for ice cream

I am thankful for life....because as long as you have that...you can wing it from there and come out not too shabby...scraped and dishevelled....but otherwise good...

I am thankful for happiness...because once you decide to be happy..nobody can take that away from you...

I am thankful :D